theeyestheysee

all i see when i look at you is misery you've been corrupted by some big bad that i dont know how to fight sometimes, when looking in your eyes i see hope but then you blink, and your erased, and the loss i feel is so damn great what happened to all the magic things in your life the things that made you believe in the fairy tale ending that you told me you always dreamed now i see you hiding in the dark with the rats and the snakes even tho you're faking the perfect normality you think you should be i tell you that i love you to try to make things right and with your words you tell me that everything is okay now that im here, but i

im in so much pain lost in chaos and confusion i forgot which way is up dont know what to do what to say who to turn to it was always you you were the one i ran to when everything sucked when i couldnt handle life it was you every single time you dried my tears lifted me up you helped me sing my song now you're gone you walked away from me i have nothing left now nothing but my tears nothing but the guilt nothing but this scream thats taking over me how could i have done this i made you turn away the only one to blame is me it was always you you were the one i ran to when everything sucked when i couldnt handle life

I can feel your warm arm smell your minty breath can see the sparkle in your eyes but your fake smile makes me feel dead only lately has this been happening that i've felt you're right outside my reach i have the sense i've lost you but these words i've been afraid to speak i'll never understand how i can feel so alone when you're sitting there next to me right inside my home you are the only one that means something that sparks something in my chained heart you've saved me over and over again to tell you what i owe you i cant begin to start i can talk to you can give you all my thoughts with you there for me i didnt think

at night i wake up screaming because the dreams i ahve been dreaming body drenched in sweat and face covered in tears you hold me as i relive my fears i finally stop trembling from the painful memory you lift my head and when i see your eyes open my mouth and with these words to you i lie everything is fine i say i swear i am all right but just as soon as you trun away these tears i start to cry why did i promise you those promises i do not want to keep everytime i see you i feel the need to weep you remind me of what i can no longer have the memory haunts me clear and i end up wanting to be free of all these stupid fears y

you saw the sadness in my eyes i told you that i cried at night i hated my life and wanted to die you looked at me and asked me why i told you i wouldnt let you in and have my heart be broken again you said to me i wont take that crap you promised me you wouldnt break me in half i took your word surrenedered control and led you through the door my world now you're seeing me bleed and you're seeing me cry standing there with terror in your eyes you look at me and try to escape but i just laugh and slap your face i let you into my dark and deary world now you see the chaotic whirl shaking your head you take a setp back but it

someone had to die to make me live again i was so gone lost in my misery and depression my life was full of negative thoughts and feelings and actions it took someones Death to bring me back to reality I had given up trying to feel good just so i could be contents my world was a pit of darkness it took death to give me courage to climb out there was no reason, no passion, no hope left inside me it was as if my soul had abandoned my body and i became a hazy existence death took her from this world and brought me back from hell death is my hero

your presence scares me the life, the love... the loss... What happened to us? what caused us to give up On the One thing that let us Breathe Our minds, our imaginations Give us false illusions of reality Mabey what we had was just another illusion Another false reality It wasnt real So it wasnt enough mabey we both just wanted more but the risk was to great Sometimes risking Everything means having the World but we were to Scared so we Ignored Our thoughts. our wants. Our Desires... It doesnt work to bury things Mabey if we hadnt ignored our reality We would still be friends

We used to be friends The best of kind we knew eachothers thoughts as they formed in our minds then something happened and everything changed i still remember the tears that stung as i watched you walk away so now we're here and you're standing there crying acting like you're expecting me to say that im sorry but you will never hear those words come out of my mouth because im not ashamed of what i did or how this all turned out i know i hurt you but i dont care because you hurt me more and the pain i could not bare you made me cry caused me to bleed turned me into something that was pathetic and weak but i found a way

Life is harsh Life will knock you down All you can do is Get back up Just to get pushed back down And you keep thinking That Mabey if you push hard enough Put up one hell of a fight That life will stop trying to hurt you But it never does And as you die You realize That life is death